Got up early today... getting up early on weekends is actually a rare phenomenon.. but miracles do happen sometimes.. ;)
So.. got up and after answering all natural calls :P, while having a cup of tea, started surfing on Facebook... Surfing through Facebook, actually my hand and mind is so used to.. that this act neither requires efforts nor does it make any realizations most times...
but then today.. something happened.....
In a quite room, with a cup of tea in front and cold breeze of air around,
I felt as though, suddenly I entered in a crowd...where many were talking, many were laughing, some teasing, and some giving philosophical insights.... And I was listening to all... absolutely everyone and everything... and so.. my mind was getting occupied with every scroll I was doing on my phone... But I kept on doing it....and a place came where everything below was already participated in last evening.. So I stopped.... got a sip of my tea..and put my phone locked...
I felt as though, suddenly I entered in a crowd...where many were talking, many were laughing, some teasing, and some giving philosophical insights.... And I was listening to all... absolutely everyone and everything... and so.. my mind was getting occupied with every scroll I was doing on my phone... But I kept on doing it....and a place came where everything below was already participated in last evening.. So I stopped.... got a sip of my tea..and put my phone locked...
And again...
There was a quite room... a shivering cold.....dark outside.. noise of air hitting the doors....little, warm tea...and there was me!
My mind was loaded at that moment.. but the very time I realized my presence, I thought as if I did something which I should not have... and immediately I emptied my mind... and came out of that crowd ....
Felt relaxed.....
When now.. I look back to that experience, I feel, how much sometimes unknowingly I keep on burdening myself in some thoughts, some virtual worlds of social networking, sometimes even thinking of past and future... Its a natural process then and its not hazardous either... but only when some moments like today happen, I feel there is a strong and explicit need of change... to purposefully relax and cleaning up of thoughts in mind to make a way for better and more...
Do you also feel it at times?
